I. Am. Pissed.
Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 12:07:00 AM
Actually, to say I'm pissed is an understatement.
Now, what happened that caused me to be, ugh, pissed?!
I got pissed after I talking to you last night. I wasn't just pissed, I was hurt emotionally, again. You told me how everything was all wrong, totally wrong, right from the beginning. That I shouldn't have told you anything, and you shouldn't have said yes. Beg pardon, mister, but I never asked you to be mine. I never even planned to tell you how I felt, not just yet. It was you who questioned me about it. Interrogated, rather, if you please. But being young and "stupid", gosh, how could I say no? You started with all the "I love you" crap. Being rather naive at that point in time, I fell right into your "trap". I never expected all this, this "boyfriend-girlfriend" stuff. I knew our age gap would cause problems. But then you had to go right along with the whole BGR thing, as if the age gap wasn't a problem at all. As you're much older (at least only biologically), I assumed you were much more experienced than I was, so I trusted you. Now look at all the bull you put me through. All this after just a month (at the most) of being "together". Put me through a whole lotta bull since March this year. And up until now, I'm still feeling the bull!
I could have plenty more to say, but I'm choosing not to.
And I don't even feel like giving you cakes anymore.
At least not until you prove that you're not taking me for granted.
I don't wanna make an enemy outta you.
I don't think you wanna make an enemy outta me either.
Don't bother posting a reply here.
My comments are moderated before they appear in my entry, so after reading your reply (if I even bothered to), I'll just delete it and it'll be gone forever.
Just like that.
0 slipped on a banana peel!
So who's next?