Sue's Blog

My Current Thoughts.

2010-01-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

Yikes!

The last time I blogged was new year's eve!

31st December 2009.

Whoa.

Haha.

As some may know, I'm only allowed online on weekends now.

My parents don't trust me to go online on weekdays.

They say when I go online, I get carried away...and I don't do my homework.

Honestly, I haven't completed all my homework yet, but most of it's already done.

Please don't kill me, Ma.

Anyway, we were supposed to have a replacement school day today.

Due to the demise of our Sultan of Johor last night at 7.08pm (as stated in the news), school was cancelled in respect for our Sultan.

And now for an entire week, we're supposed to wear a black armband everyday in mourning for the Sultan.

Kinda lame, but okay.

I think that's it for now.

I find it hard to blog about my mudane school life.

Sigh.

It's New Year's Eve Already??

2009-12-31T23:22:00.000+08:00

Gosh, what a year.

It's been a crazy year.

Had many experiences.

Some good.

Some bad.

Some in-between.

Some fantastical.

Some just plain pain-in-the-a$$.

Well, you get the idea. :)

I've been spending my last precious weeks of freedom goofing around enough.

Once school reopens on the 4th of January 2010, all of that'll be gone, for the year, at least.

OMGosh, the thought of the year 2010.

It's an important year for me, and for all Fifth Formers in Malaysia as well.

We'll be sitting for our SPM, in case any non-Malaysian students didn't know that.

This exam will be another li'l-bigger step that'll determine our future.

It may be a li'l thing when we're all grown up.

But like I said, it's just a li'l-bigger step.

Nevertheless...

HAPPY SOON-TO-BE NEW YEAR, EVERYONE!

The Saltwater Room.

2009-12-20T14:11:00.018+08:00

I opened my eyes last night and saw you in the low light walking down by the bay, on the shore, staring up at the stars that aren’t there anymore. I was feeling the night grow old and you were looking so cold. So like an introvert, I threw my overshirt around my arms and began to shiver violently before you happened to look and see the tunnels all around me running into the dark underground. All the subways around create a great sound. To my motion fatigue, "Farewell". With your ear to a seashell, you can hear the waves in underwater caves as if you actually were inside a saltwater room.

Time together isn't ever quite enough.
When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home.
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time.

Can you believe that the crew has gone and wouldn’t let me sign on? All my islands have sunk in the deep, and I can hardly relax or even oversleep. But I feel warm with your hand in mine, when we walk out on the shore. I guess I'll never know why sparrows love the snow. We’ll turn out all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow.

So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?

Yeah, all the time.

Time together isn't ever quite enough.

When you and I are alone, I’ve never felt so at home.

What will it take to make or break this hint of love?

We need time, only time.

When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?

If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?

So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?

All the time, all the time.

Time together isn't ever quite enough.

When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?

What will it take to make or break this hint of love?

So tell me darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?

All the time, all the time.

--Owl City

WTF Happened to Friendster???

2009-12-17T00:16:00.003+08:00

A few days ago, my bro told me that there were many drastic changes to Friendster.

Not very good changes, apparently.

I wanted to see it for myself, and by gosh, he was right!

When I opened the homepage, my immediate reaction was...

WHAT THE EFF???

I'm looking at this weird, ugly green themed background that's got some funny, much-too-colourful berbunga-bunga (flowery) thing going on.

I looked up the current status of Friendster, and it says that a Malaysian company had bought over it.

No wonder it's so ~~f***ing~~ ugly.

No offence intended, though.

Hehe.

After that I checked my email inbox, which I haven't bothered checking in ages.

By gosh, it was flooded with Friendster notifications!

Gawd, what a headache.

I proceedeed to edit the notifications settings in my Friendster account, so that I won't get any more annoying notifications from a social-networking site that I no longer use.

HURRAY!

You've just updated your account settings! Let's throw a party!

That last statement, an extremely corny one such like it does nothing for me, except bring me back to,

WHAT THE EFF???

I think you mean:

"Let's have a funeral to mourn for the loss of yet another active Friendster user, who has no interest getting notifications from the world's most boring social-networking site in the world any longer. Not to mention, has also gone to use Facebook, that we've plagiarised, instead."

How 'bout that, huh???

I Just Haven't Met You Yet.

2009-12-12T15:40:00.002+08:00

I'm not surprised,

Not everything lasts,

I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.

Talk myself in,

I talk myself out,

I get all worked up,

Then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose it,

I came up with a million excuses,

I thought I thought of every possibility.

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out,

You'll make me work so we can work to work it out,

And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get,

I just haven't met you yet.

I might have to wait,

I’ll never give up,

I guess it's half timin', and the other half's luck.

Wherever you are,

Whenever it's right,

You'll come outta nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazin',

And baby your love is gonna change me,

And now I can see every possibility.

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out,

You'll make me work so we can work to work it out,

And promise you kid, I'll give so much more than I get,

I just haven't met you yet.

They say all’s fair,

in love and war.

But I won’t need to fight it,

we'll get it right an',

we'll be united.

And I know that we can be so amazin',

And bein' in your life is gonna change me,

And now I can see every single possibility.

And someday I know it'll all turn out,

And I'll work to work it out,

Promise you kid I’ll give more than I get,

Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Oh, you know it'll all turn out,

and you'll make me work so we can work to work it out,

And promise you kid to give so much more than I get, yeah,

I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet,

Oh, promise you kid,

To give so much more than I get.

I said love love love love love love love...

I just haven't met you yet

Love love love...

So doy day ay ay ay, ay ay yeah,

I just haven't met you yet!

--Michael Buble

My Nightmare!

2009-12-09T15:36:00.004+08:00

OMGee, did I have a terrible nightmare last night!

I dreamt I got kicked out of SIGS because of poor academic performance and discipline.

Subsequently after getting kicked out SIGS, I was assigned (or rather, banished) to attend school at SMK Sri Terbrau, for my last year in secondary school!

NOOO!!!

It was then that I woke up and I realised I haven't even returned to school yet.

And then I think, "There's no way I'm getting kicked out of SIGS. Besides, it's not logical, since it's gonna be my last year in secondary school, anyway."

I look at the time.

12pm.

WHAT THE EFF.

Did I really sleep till so late?

Then again, I did sleep only at nearly 3am (if I estimated the time correctly).

So here I am, with nothing to worry about.
Again.

Not that I'm complaining.

Ohhh my, I think I'm on ~~crack~~ and I'm perfectly insaaane.
NOT!

:DD

Into the Land of Fantasy and Romance.

2009-12-07T20:21:00.022+08:00

If there's anything I love in this world, it's books.

I love books, especially paperback novels.

My dad doesn't believe in spending over RM30 for a book that's 1.5 inches thick or less.

He even said it's better to save that li'l bit of cash by downloading them off the internet.

Well Dad, I beg to differ.

You just don't have the same contentment reading a book off the computer screen, as compared to reading while curled up someplace comfy, like your bed or the couch, perhaps with your favourite cushion.

For me, it's on my bed surrounded by my stuffed animals (a dog, a monkey and a bunny).

True book lovers would agree with me.

Fortunately, Dad has accepted that books should be read in book form (should've been obvious), and not on a computer screen, even if he isn't the slightest bit interested in novels.

None of my family is, actually.

Not Dad, definitely not my brother, not even my Mom (not anymore, anyway)!

I'm the only one in my family who enjoys novels a lot.

My favourite novels are of the fantasy-romance genre.
I've just finished reading this one, and I loved it!

It's a story about werewolves.

No, it's NOT similar to the Twilight series, just because it's got werewolves in it, too.
Anyway, Leonie, I think you'll love this one, too!

When I read these kind of novels, I just lose myself into the story.

* Imagining what they look like based on their description in the story.

* Being able to feel every emotion of each character.

* Understanding the circumstances they're going through.

* To feel as if I'm in the book watching everything that's happening.

It's simply...

WONDERFUL.

Bye Bye, CBox!

2009-12-04T13:43:00.000+08:00

Just a li'l update:

I've deleted my tagboard.

Most probably permanently, too.

If people are gonna comment on my entries, I'd rather they write it in my comment box.

Also, I find it unnecessary to know who has visited my blog when.

Besides, the stupid CBox is so troublesome.

Yes, troublesome.

So yeah.

Back in JB (sigh).

2009-12-02T23:33:00.019+08:00

Bummer.

I had so much fun in KL that not being able to blog didn't bother me one bit!

Well, I'm back now.

So I owe a blog entry, I guess?

First off, no, it wasn't that there was no internet connection at Bev's house, or at Popo's house.

In fact, both houses had Wifi (wireless).

Here are the few reasons why I didn't update my blog this past week:

We went out for nearly the whole day everyday.
Gor had a laptop, but he was too stingy to lend it to me for more than 10 minutes.
Mom lent it to me, but only for 10 minutes.

Well anyway, let me tell you how it was.

The shopping was nice, of course.

I managed to get some nice stuff from the several shopping complexes in KL.

No, I'm not a spendrift, 'cause I didn't buy anything that was of high-end brands (such as Topshop and Dorothy Perkins, just to name a few).

Never ever, they're ridiculously overpriced!

Besides shopping, I had to go for an aptitude test at Wisma HELP (college office).

This test helps students to determine the kind of jobs suited for each individual, based on their skills, interests and personality.

Since I was clueless about what course I wanna take after Form 5, this test benefited me a whole lot.

Anyway, according to my test results, my couselor Ms Yeo said I can do nearly every course available, but based on my personality and interests, I'm suited for Arts-based courses.

Sweet! ♥

Also, I think I've gotten fatter from all the nice food I've been eating the entire week I was there.

Lemme show you some of the food I ate in KL.

There's more, but I'd already gobbled my food halfway before I realised I didn't snap a pict of it. :P

So here we go...

New York New York Deli (1 Utama):

Deep fried Mars bars with ice-cream

(shared with Mom and Gor, 'kay??)

La Bodega (BSC aka Bangsar Shopping Complex):

Mushroom soup

(shared with Mom)

Caesar salad

(also shared with Mom)

Spaghetti Alfredo

(I think)

Alexis (also BSC):

Banoffee pie
(I had already eaten part of it, so I snapped it from an angle. Hehe.)

I guess that's it for now.

BTW, happy hols to all those having hols! :D

So... What's next?

2009-11-25T17:52:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow, I'll be off to KL, and I'm gonna be there for a whole week.

What have I got to say about it?

YAYY! ♥

I have fun everytime I'm in KL.

That's because my folks are there, and so is Isabel! ♥

And nearly everything else is nicer than in JB.

No offence. :)

Since Popo (grandma) has moved to the apartment, now we can go to the pool anytime.

Su-weet! :D

Then I can go to the playground, too...

Yes, I'm a li'l bit old for playgrounds already, but i still like the swings, 'kay? :P

It's just that I've gotten heavier since my childhood days, so I can't swing as high as I used to be able to anymore.

That is, until my big brother Kevin decides to GIVE ME A PUSH.

What happens?

I'll be swinging so high that I'll be screaming my head offfffff!

He, on the other hand, would be laughing his head off.

Well anyway, can't wait for it!

♥

Bad Romance ♥

2009-11-20T23:57:00.007+08:00

"I want your ugly, I want your disease."

"I want your drama, the touch of your hand."

"I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand."

"I want your love,

And I want your revenge.
You and me,
Could write a bad romance.
Je veux ton amour,

Et je veux ta revanche."

--Lady Gaga

I. Am. Pissed.

2009-11-20T00:07:00.003+08:00

Actually, to say I'm pissed is an understatement.

Now, what happened that caused me to be, ugh, pissed?!

I got pissed after I talking to you last night. I wasn't just pissed, I was hurt emotionally, again. You told me how everything was all wrong, totally wrong, right from the beginning. That I shouldn't have told you anything, and you shouldn't have said yes. Beg pardon, mister, but I never asked you to be mine. I never even planned to tell you how I felt, not just yet. It was you who questioned me about it. Interrogated, rather, if you please. But being young and "stupid", gosh, how could I say no? You started with all the "I love you" crap. Being rather naive at that point in time, I fell right into your "trap". I never expected all this, this "boyfriend-girlfriend" stuff. I knew our age gap would cause problems. But then you had to go right along with the whole BGR thing, as if the age gap wasn't a problem at all. As you're much older (at least only biologically), I assumed you were much more experienced than I was, so I trusted you. Now look at all the bull you put me through. All this after just a month (at the most) of being "together". Put me through a whole lotta bull since March this year. And up until now, I'm still feeling the bull!

I could have plenty more to say, but I'm choosing not to.
And I don't even feel like giving you cakes anymore.
At least not until you prove that you're not taking me for granted.
I don't wanna make an enemy outta you.
I don't think you wanna make an enemy outta me either.

Don't bother posting a reply here.
My comments are moderated before they appear in my entry, so after reading your reply (if I even bothered to), I'll just delete it and it'll be gone forever.

Just like that.

Narishma's 16th.

2009-11-15T22:55:00.002+08:00

All I can say is, it was awesome!

I had tons of fun there.

I can't remeber having this much fun with my friends for quite some time.

Especially the camwhoring, just because. XD

Mirror shot!

I like it, even though it's blurred.

Everybody!

Everyone looked fab, especially the birthday girl, just because. :P

Birthday girl's the one in the middle.

She is hot, I can't deny.

I'm so jealous.

LOL

And to finish off this brief entry...

My favourite picture of the night!

Bye Bye, Exams!

2009-11-10T16:43:00.000+08:00

It's all over.

FINALLY.

Unofficially, anyway, 'cause we still have two more papers, Sivics Ed. (Sivik) and Physical Ed. (PJK) during the next two days.

But heck, no one wants to include them 'cause they're both non-SPM subjects!

So yeah, we considered today the last day of the exams!

Anyway, now I have Narishma's birthday celebration this Saturday to anticipate.

It's one of those times again that I shouldn't feel or look ~~fat~~, but I DO (yikes!).

Cry Me Out by Pixie Lott

Oh, I LOVE IT!

Goodbye for now.

2009-10-16T16:00:00.001+08:00

I am most likely not going to be blogging for the next few weeks.

Our year-end exams will last for 2/3 weeks, starting on the 26th this month.

Yes, it sucks.

Studying till I'm half-dead, or brain-dead.

I might as well turn into a zombie and eat human insides.

I've had triple tuition classes every Friday for the past few weeks (in this sequence: Accounts, Add Maths, Physics), and also going for extra piano lessons.
My piano theory exam had to be right smack in the middle of my school exams.

So yeah, I've got bladdy Physics class at 4.30pm today.

God bless me.

This sucks.

2009-09-24T17:42:00.024+08:00

Went to Malacca and Singapore with my family from Saturday to Tuesday.
I had fun.

But after returning to JB, the hols have been, well, like...

PUKE!

Certain people have been getting on my nerves.
Please, I wish they'll just freaking LEAVE ME ALONE!

The Fall.

2009-09-06T20:17:00.005+08:00

I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine.

Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time?

Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.

I know my heart will break, a new me will fill this space.

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.

We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.

--Pixie Lott

Updates on my week.

2009-09-05T23:01:00.080+08:00

Well yeah, I better update since I've got the time now.

Monday, 31st August

Went to Singapore, since it was a public holiday.

But I had to fall sick while I was there.

I dunno how, I dunno why.

I just did.

Tuesday, 1st September
I really was sick so I didn't go to school, even though it's the first day of school after the 10-day holiday.

Well, it was an extended holiday for me!

I felt better later on, so I went for Chemistry tuition.

Wednesday, 2nd September

Fully recovered, so it's back to school for me!

Even though it's the fasting month, my Muslim friends are still all 'yakitty-yak' in class, but only in the morning.

By 11-ish, they're all really quiet.

It's all due to the lack of food, therefore no sufficient energy.

Pity them man.

Without the usual amount of noise in the classroom, lessons seem to go into sloooow-mooo (slow-motion).

Since it's the fasting month, we finish school early, too.

I'm so loving it, though it's only for a few weeks before the Raya hols.

Had piano lesson after school.

Thursday, 3rd September

School's boring, as usual these days.

Muslim teachers are really grumpy 'cause of the fasting, they're really scary.

The main cause: NOT ENOUGH FOOD!

Not just the teachers who are fasting (that are scary), but also those who are pregnant.

Their mood swings, GOSHHH!

(scream and run!)
Had Physics tuiton after school, and also Malay tuiton later on.

Friday, 4th September
Skipped school 'cause my friends all weren't going.
Steph & Narishma ponteng-ed, and Kat was sick.
Narishma was the one who suggested I ponteng also.
No way was I gonna suffer boring lessons in school alone!
Went for Accounts in the afternoon, and then rushed back home for Add Maths class, which was right after.
It was Greg's birthday, and Eva got him a slice of cake.
I had a surprise, too.
Alton passed me a belated birthday gift.
Seemed a li'l weird to get a Santa Claus thingy for my birthday, but I don't mind.
It's the thought that counts, right? :)
I gotta remember to get him a present for his birthday in September, too.
I made cakes again, haha.

Today
I woke up somewhere between 6-9am.
I couldn't tell, I was just too sleepy, even though I slept at about 8.30-ish last night.
Gosh, what's wrong with me, sleeping so much!
I'm gonna become a ~~fat pig~~.
Practically wasted the whole day today.
Tried to do my Add Maths homework, only to be called "Ubi" by my brother when I asked him for help.
Went out to eat for dinner, and then went to Plaza Pelangi for a while.
And now I'm home, with my ~~fat~~ ass parked in front of the PC.
Sigh.

43 days till year-end exam.

That is all.

MSN Craze!

2009-08-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

Well yeah, I was darn happy to see Pui on MSN Messenger!

I learnt how to save an image of a chat window within a minute, and then abused it!

Chatted 'bout whole lotta crap with her, I saved it all!

*maniacal laughter*

(click to enlarge the picture, if you really wanna be such a KPC)

Anyway, I'm only showing you the first page.

I'm just too darn tired to upload the other 23 pages.

LOL-sies!

And with that, I bid thee goodnight.

PS: I spoke old English all of a sudden!

Testing Email Posting.

2009-08-22T15:12:00.001+08:00

Does it work?
I hope it does.
If it does, it will show up on my blog.

To All My Muslim Friends.

2009-08-21T22:31:00.000+08:00

Happy Puasa, People! :)

The Birthday Girl.

2009-08-21T21:47:00.028+08:00

HAPPY SIXTEEN TO MEEEE.

At 8.10am today, my first lesson in school was English.

I saw this statement on the whiteboard as I entered class:

Birthday Susu hari ini.

In just a li'l while, my classmates were singing the Birthday song for me.
Awww, thanks guys! ♥

It was after that did Encik Ismail say,

"Oh, it's your birthday today! I was wondering who Susu was. Now I know."

So then we carried on with the lesson.
Sir (as we address the male teachers teaching English-based subjects in school) decided to finish up evaluating those who haven't done their aural examination yet.
And even though his lesson lasted only forty minutes for today, he still managed to give us the darn holiday homework!
Darndarndarn.
Oh well.

After school was even better!
I had Add Maths tuition in my house from 2-4pm, just like every other week.
I discovered Mom had bought a birthday cake.
Chocolate banana, my favourite.
Even though Mom dislikes that very flavour very much.
Thank you, Mom! ♥

At 3.55pm, Puan Tan told us we could end class early to celebrate my birthday.
Everyone was happy to finish class early, of course.
Hahahaha.

So then, birthday.

With all my tuition mates!

While you're taking a look at this picture, you can play a game of "Spot The Teacher".

Hint: The teacher is female. X)

Hahahaha.

And after that, Krystal, Alton, Xi Yan, Sarah Chung and I had Physics tuition at 4.30-6.15pm.

I guess that's it for this entry.
Hugs! ♥

So Darn Disappointed!

2009-08-20T21:10:00.023+08:00

The two-week-long hols are coming up, yet I feel sucky.

No motivation to exercise. I look and feel fat!
My birthday is tomorrow and I don't feel any older (don't ask me why it's bad, I wouldn't know how to answer you).
Pui Ling can't stay over at my house this hols! :((
Got the stupid 8 pages of Add Maths homework to do.
People aren't reading my blog.
People who do read my blog didn't bother leaving a comment or a tag!
I worry about almost everything, anything and nothing.

Sigh.

Someone please do something to comfort me!
PLEASE.
PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE!
I'M BEGGING YOUUUUUUU!

*desperate for help!*

Students Of 4 Science 2 '09 SIGS!

2009-08-20T20:36:00.028+08:00

I so love it! :DD

Arigato gozaimasu to Nadwa for doing this!

Left to right, starting from the top left corner:
Farah Farhana "Fifi", Shahira Sunhazim "Yaya", Stephanie Ko, Sara Faiqah, Adriana "Add", Aida Amira, Azreany "Renee", Ain Shafinaz, Brindda, Ezyan Nazura, Fairuz Nabilah, Farah Hida Qistina, Fatin Farhana, Katerina Mawar "Kat", Liew Sue-Ann (me), Khairunadzirah "Khai", Maizatul Akmalia "Mai", Mirra Farawahida, Narishma Tiwari, Nur Adlina, Nur Azreen "Ajean", Nur Eleena "Elle", Najwa Hanee, Nurasyikin "Chiken/Chicken", Nur Aqilah "Qilah", Norathirah "Thirah", Nurfaezah, Farahin "Pa'In", Nur Lina, Nurul Hana Faezah, Farahin Rosli, Nur Nadwa Afiqah, Shahira Ramli "Shira", Nurul Najwa "Wawa"

Hope y'all like this, too! :)

Rants & An Important Message.

2009-08-18T16:08:00.088+08:00

My birthday's this Friday, on the 21st of August.

Yet, why do I have this empty feeling deep down inside?
Probably because Dad can't celebrate with Mom & I on the day itself and we have to celebrate it earlier?
Maybe not.
Truth is, I don't know why I'm feeling like this either.
Or maybe, just maybe, I do know why, but I just don't feel like talking about it.

PL & 'Bel, I miss you both!
'Bel's up north in KL, and though PL's right here in JB, the same place I'm in right now, I still miss her a whole damn lot! :(

I've got too many things on my mind to think straight anymore.

Here's my confession.
I hate the way my body looks.
I hate the fat that's sticking out here and there and nearly all over!
You're probably thinking,

"Oh no, she's suffering from anorexia or bulimia! She needs help!"

Trust me, 1-2 kg less will do it.
Oh c'mon, I'm not a paranoid!
It's not like I'm gonna starve myself or puke my food back out like some sick ruminant.
Plus I'm not crazy about being stick thin.

Being stick thin is NOT COOL.

Take a look at this model.

Does she look good to you?!
She looks like a skeleton with an oversized head, if you ask me.

People should look like the humans they are, not like skeletons!
She's probably on of those sick people who starve themselves or puke their food back out like ruminants.

If the picture above doesn't make you aware, I dunno what will.
Certain DEATH, maybe?

I hope y'all will never ever do this to yourself.

Baking!

2009-08-01T19:40:00.025+08:00

Yep, did baking today.

Mom & I made scones and cupcakes.
Success on the first try for both!
Yummy! :DD

Mom's scones. :D

My choco cupcakes! :DD

We even smaller versions of 'em! :)

I had actually planned to bring them to share with my cellgroup members in TEENz today, but Mom was exhausted from the baking she did with me.
So yeah, I couldn't attend TEENz today, and I couldn't share my cupcakes.
I am so very, very disappointed. :((

Mine took much longer time to make, compared to the scones that took only around a half hour to make.
But both turned out great!
Believe me, they taste better than they look.
Serious!

Overall, I'm happy that they turned out well.
Mom's especially proud of her scones, I can tell. :D

BTW, I still have a few big cupcakes and 18 little cupcakes left!
Anybody want some?

XDD

Lady Gaga With Her Gaga Performance!

2009-07-24T23:57:00.024+08:00

You've absolutely gotta watch this.
It's LOL-worthy!
I actually peed myself laughing my head off while watching it.
It's true!
You'll probably either get a shock or start laughing from 2:11 onwards.

Don't just fast forward to that part though, watch the whole thing!

What I have to say about it after watching is...She reminded me of a blond-and-the-ugliest-shade-of-purple-haired version of Edna Mode.

Anyway, even if it doesn't make you laugh, it'll probably jsut freak you out to a certain extent.
But the most important thing is...

ENJOY! XDD

Nobody, Nobody But You!

2009-07-24T22:01:00.016+08:00

I am currently addicted to this song.
I even tried singing along to the mind-boggling Korean Language.
Unfortunately, even after trying for ages to learn the lyrics, all I managed was the chorus, which had only one sentence in Korean and the rest was in English:

I want nobody, nobody, but you,
I want nobody, nobody, but you,
Nan dareun sarameun sirheo niga animyeon sirheo,
I want nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody...

Yeah, I know, I'm lame.
So sue me.

*blows raspberry (if you know what I mean)*

For The Sake Of Updating.

2009-07-23T21:30:00.069+08:00

Yeah, the Third Monthly Test was over yesterday!

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I went to catch Harry Potter 6 in City Square at 8pm yesterday.
It was kinda disappointing, 'cause when it comes to movies that are based on books with the same title, the book's always better.
Oh well. :/

We hardly learnt anything in school today.
Puan Faizah, our Accounts teacher, wasn't in school today, obviously.
According to Leonie, Puan Faizah gave birth to a baby girl at 10pm in Hospital Sultanah Aminah yesterday.
Congrats to her on that. :)
Also, looks like we won't be seeing her 'til 'bout October this year.

After Accounts, it was supposed to be Malay Language.
Instead of entering class, Puan Maliha called Aida and Kat to give their Malay Aural Presentation to the examiners from out of the school in 'somewhere-within-the-school'.
They were the two who volunteered/best people chosen to present, you see.
So yeah, no Malay lesson, neither.

And then there was Biology after that.
Instead of teaching, Cik Fatila said we could do anything we want (eg. homework, revision, etc.), as long as we kept quiet while she marked our test papers.
Sigh.

Then there's recess!
I'm starving by the time it's recess, everyday. :P

After recess, we have Moral Education.
Puan Fazlinda was teaching us about children's rights today.
Heh.
When there's Moral, there's homework most of the time, like today.
ARRRGHH.

After Moral...
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS.
Puan Azalina have already marked our test paper (yikes)!
The scary thing is, four of our classmates FAILED.
Puan Azalina had already said before our test,

"Anyone who fails Add Maths this coming test will be shooed to the Commerce class during my future lessons!"

And boy, did those four get an earful from her.
In front of all of us 4 Science 2 students, too!
Pity them, larh.

I was so scared of failing Add Maths in this test.
Thankfully, I got an A2.
Whew!
But my marks were 78%!
I was only 2% away from an A1!
Sob.
Oh well, I just gotta work a li'l harder.
I'm almost there!
Haha.

Mathematics was the last subject of the day.
Puan Marfiza had finished marking our papers, too.
I was expecting to do badly, but I was happy&sad at the same time, 'cause I got 97%!
Sheesh kebab...
Why couldn't it be 100%??
Ajean and Steph managed to obtain that grade!
Arrrggh.

And then there's someone, whom Puan Marfiza said that she's possibly the only one in the whole of Form 4 who failed Maths this time around.
She made her write down on a piece of paper on why she failed Maths.
Right, Nari?
I'm just kidding, okay!
Hahahaha. XD

At Malay tuition today, Felicia conteng-ed my had.
Itchy fingered friend o' mine!
Hahaha.

Her "artwork". :)

And that pretty much concludes my day.

Although now, I'm pretty much freaking out for the results of my other test subjects.
I bet I flunked at least one subject.
Yikes! :S

The Weekend's Here!

2009-07-18T09:44:00.026+08:00

Good morning, world!
My internal alarm clock woke me quite abruptly at 6.45 am.
After seeing the time, I thought to myself,

"What la, so early! What's the point of getting outta bed now? It's Saturday!"

With that, I plonked my head right back onto my big fat pillow and went right back to sleep.
Talk about lazy, huh?
But that's just me... ;)

So anyway, here I am awake now.
I'm getting used to my daily routine of taking out my retainers first before brushing my teeth in the morning.
I have to brush my retainers too, 'cause it's stinky and full of saliva after it's been in your mouth the entire night.
It's pretty mar fan, but I have to do it.

BTW people, I'll be having my 3rd monthly school test for 3 days, starting next Monday.
I don't think I've studied enough yet, so I think I'm gonna study for a bit first...

TTFN! :)

PS: I WANNA GO FOR TEENZ TODAY! D:

Happy Birthday, Beverley!

2009-07-04T17:40:00.060+08:00

Happy eleventh birthday to my darling cousin,

Beverley Yap Ling Shan...

The pink-lovin', pink-everything 喜爱的小公主 (cute li'l princess)!
Your typical girly-girl. :)

She loves heels,
She loves dresses,
She loves skirts,
She loves all things cute,
She loves Ashley Tisdale,
She loves to pose in photographs.
Well, most of the time anyway.
Hehe.

See?
She was only 'bout 5 years old in this photo, I think.
This girl's a potential future model.

This is the hyperactive cousin that asked me to play Dance Dance Revolution with her when I stayed over at her house in Kuala Lumpur.
I am simply no match for her.
She's a pro, I tell you!

Before I end this entry, here's a message for Beverley:

Once again, happy birthday.
Take care & study hard,
'Cause you're sitting for UPSR next year!
Don't slacken, 'kay?
Make your parents proud.
Stay pretty, too.
Love ya, gal! ♥

xoxo

Another Crazy Day For A Particular Crazy Girlie.

2009-07-02T21:51:00.015+08:00

Yup.
I get crazier as the days go by.
Maybe I belong in the mad asylum...
How am I not supposed to go crazy.
This is the first thing that comes to mind every morning on a schoolday, 'round 'bout 6.30am:

What the bluck?
I have to get outta bed?!
NOOOOOOOOO!
Please, pretty please, can't I avoid having to face the horrifying events of the upcoming day, just for ONCE??!!

Oh, the horror...
Oh, woe is me!

Aiyaya.

*faints*

Nah, I'm just kidding.
'Bout fainting, I mean.
Heh.

I may have to do the banana School English Aural Examination tomorrow.
Puan Habibah, can you not be so effing strict??
Do you really have to pick a student to test at random?
Sigh.
If it weren't for the stupid printer that's not working, I would've been fine.
Bluck this and bluck that larh.

Leonieeeeeeeee!
You told me to revive my blog.

"Blog about anything under the sky," you said.

But everything I blog about is utter nonsense.
Why can't my blog entries be as attention-grabbing as yours??
Sob.

Day 5 as a retarded penguin.

2009-04-25T10:12:00.018+08:00

Ho-lee crap! It's been nearly an entire month since I've posted anything sensible on this blog o' mine!

Oh well, I guess I've gotta explain why I'm a "retarded panguin".

I sprained my ankle this Tuesday.

How it happened?
I've been jumping around a lot in my room, falling down each time with my foot twisted.
So I'm guessing it's a delayed reaction?
I'm not really sure.

It suddenly hurt halfway through school, while walking down four flights of stairs.
Mom picked me up and took me to dad's clinic.
He took a look, and he thinks it's a torn ligament.
Not that serious a case, but still painful.

I had to wear this ankleguard for support, especially in school.

I've to walk around like a retarded penguin now.
Actually, I dunno if a retarded penguin walks like I do now, but I'm guessing they do.
I'm like, hobbling everywhere I go.
Hobble, hobble, hobble.
Haha.
What with stupid first formers kicking my foot, accidentally.
I was so mad I shouted at them,

"Oi, jangan tendang kaki saya, bodoh!"
(Oy, don't kick my foot, stupid!)

They didn't even apoplogize for it. Sheesh kebab.

Yesterday, my ankleguard started to loosen.

I replaced it with a bandage, instead.

I guess that's it for now.
Got loads of stuff to do now.

End.

Blargh.

2009-04-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

I hate my blog layout.
I wanna change it!

Solitude, it truly hurts.

2009-04-08T00:43:00.003+08:00

My only companion is my piano, my music.
My right brain is working overtime, but it truly brings me joy.

Sorry, I really have no mood to blog.
Come back another day, yeah?

Thanks mucho much. :)

Illusion vs Reality.

2009-04-01T13:39:00.067+08:00

I am currently blogging from my school's computer.

Puan Meerita, my English teacher was teaching a lil' more about our literature component for English, The Necklace.

Illusion versus Reality, that was the theme of this short story, which has now left me desperately pondering about my illusion and reality in life.

I don't mean to sound pessimistic, but I think my life right now had been built around illusions all this time.

To a certain "dreaming" person:

"To think I believed every single word you said. All my words to you, entirely genuine. And you? What did I get from you? Lies, lies, and more lies. Yeah sure, they were sweet nothings, but they were still lies. All your bloody lies. How do you expect me to feel now? The way you talk to me, the way you treat me now. It's just so cold. I'm a darn human being with FEELINGS! I hope you get it through that ultra thick skull of yours. And BTW, you can't blame me entirely for what happened, and I can't blame you entirely either.

It's not that I wanna hate you, but I've been itching to express my anger and dissatisfaction for days now. This is what happens when you let these negative feelings build up within you for too long. I will need some time to get over it.

To think I've been alone all along. *sigh* Now I understand why life's a bitch."

"And truth be told, I miss you. And truth be told, I'm lying."

I'm sorry, but this time it's for real.

I really shouldn't want you, or even need you.

I just hope things could go back to the way they were, before that day.

That fateful day, February the 12th 2009.

We Walk!

2009-03-26T23:17:00.011+08:00

The Ting Tings - We Walk

Since my Internet time is now limited ('cause I've been using the computer too much), I was suddenly itching to listen to this song when I got online. Stress relief, alright! :D
Don't ask me why, though. :P

*

You never alter, you're always you
Everything's breaking, but I don't care
Smash the rest up, burn it down
Put us in the corner 'cause we're into ideas

Take these edges, they're inside out
No one will notice, they're looking elsewhere
We can be honest, we call it off
We've got the choice if it all goes wrong

[chorus]
We walk
We walk
We walk
We wa-alk

You see the changes in things that come
It's how you deal with it when switching off
Make a decision, a precondition
We've got the choice if it all goes wrong

[chorus]

[Bridge]
Where nothing makes you feel good.... [x8]

We've got the choice if it all goes wrong

We walk
We walk (if it all goes wrong)
We walk
We wa-alk (if it all goes wrong)

We walk
We walk (it makes you feel good, it makes you feel god)
We walk
we wa-alk (when it all goes wrong)

We walk
We walk
We walk
We wa-alk

Music is my boyfriend. ;)

2009-03-25T22:18:00.023+08:00

Evening in The Country by Bela Bartok.

I really love this piece, it has got this really oriental feel to it.
But hey, I'm open to all kinds of music.
Okay, except rap and heavy metal/emo rock (God forbid, please!).

Anyway, this kid really impressed me.
He plays it so well!
Versatile, indeed.
I'm just starting to learn this piece for Grade 5 Practical Exam this year.

I so totally love music! :D

Ironically, I just quit the school choir team.
I mean, it wasn't really anything great after all.
But that's not the main reason.
It's just that it's been taking up a lot of my time, so much so everything else has neglected, be it studies, tuiton, even church (I haven't been attending TEENz for weeks).
As for now, studies will be my first priority, not school activities.
'Cause it's not like my studies are excellent.
So I gotta totally concentrate.

So yeah, I'm done for the day.

Goodnight, people. :)

PS: Aaron Lim, if you're reading this, I'll have you know that... This kid reminds me of you. ;)

Rants, babeh!

2009-03-22T16:58:00.028+08:00

It's a day of terror.
The week-long school holidays have come to an end.
Hectic schedules and annoying schoolteachers will once again rise from the grave, torturing the souls of Malaysian students everywhere.
This begins tomorrow...

HUH?

Hey, sorry humans!
I was zoning out just now.
Daydreaming of uh...
Oh geez! I dunno what crap was going through my cranium just then.
But still, I have the need to...

BWAHAHAHA!
Okay, that was utter crap.
So tolerate it, will ya?? ;D

Anyway, there are few things on my mind.

Nicholas Quah of Raffles Institution, class of 2009 (yes you, man!), I would really wanna meet you in person before I, uh... Kick the bucket. :)

And to He-who-must-not-be named (not the one from Harry Potter, a different one!), all I have to say is...
I'm sorry. :(

Andandand...
KitKat, Suckerlove misses you mucho much!
See you in school tomorrow!! :DD

♥

Spazz Spazz Spazz!

2009-03-10T21:30:00.031+08:00

Today, I shall spazz.
I'll spazz all I want and there's nothing you can do about it!

"Na na na na nana, I got a microphone!"

I have started off with a bunch of ha-a-a-ap-py crap today, quite contrary to my previous post, one filled with misery.

Today was just another boring day.
School hours are now 7.20am to 2.30pm (and 7.20am to 12.15pm on Fridays), and will be that way fro the rest of the year.
That's 7 hours and 10 minutes of school daily, and thank goodness for shorter hours on Fridays (whew!).
Then I have extra tuition classes Mondays to Fridays, with piano class on Wednesdays and double subjects on Fridays (no classes during the weekend, 'cause that's when I get to recuperate from the prevous school week).
Thank goodness I can get out of class an hour early for choir practice this week.
Hee. Hee. Hee. :P

Had only Mod Math (Modern Mathematics) homework to do today, and that was done in 30 minutes (yippee!).
Butbutbut, I still have 194 Chemistry (tuition) SUBJECTIVE questions from Mr Lim...
These are to be completed by next week (sigh).

T.T

Misery bussiness.

2009-03-02T18:34:00.004+08:00

I have finally renovated my blog, and also finally get to blog.
I've been too emotionally disturbed to blog for several weeks.

Sometime last month, I was really upset about something that happened in school.
I just bawled my eyes out in class.
It was so bad that Mom came to take me home.

And just recently, I got back some of my monthly school test results.
Passed with black, grey and white colours.
Basically, horrible results.
Beyond horrible!

I've been a really moody person lately.
So much so that Moody could have been a new addition to the many nicknames I've been given over the past 8 years, at least.
But I can't help it.
I've always been an emotional person, courtesy of my upbringing.
I'm just super sensitive.

I am les miserables!

Blog under renovation.

2009-02-14T19:58:00.002+08:00

So please be patient.
Thank you very much! ;D

♥

Tagged by Mindel Trance.

2009-02-10T15:31:00.001+08:00

Directions: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment ("You’re it!”) and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness.

I was tagged by Mindel Trance.
So now, here we go...

SIXTEEN RANDOM "BLAH BLAH BLAHS" ABOUT ME.
(This is gonna be pretty messy)

I like the smell of new cars and hair products (which basically means I like going into hair salons).
Besides my fellow Ninos, my good friends in church are those from The Siaogroup, who are responsible for influencing me which resulted into me behaving like them, siao (crazy).
I have a scar right below my lower lip, because I fell down face first while biting my lower lip when I was about four years old (back in 1997).
I was treated badly, the same way I used to treated others. This is what made me a better person.
I wanna do mass communication after graduating from secondary school. Doing advertising and related courses would be really cool. :)
I like chocolate chili ice -cream! Yes, you read right. Chocolate chili flavour. I like chocolate chili ice-cream! No, scratch that. I LOVE CHOCOLATE CHILI ICE-CREEEEEEAM! Like, heart it damn much! :DD
I think Colby O'Donis is cute. X)
When I seem to be ignore my friends, my intentions are wanting to be left alone. I think too much about petty stuff, although some stuff are really major problems that I can't tell anyone else. (Oops, that's two here! Oh, WTH.)
I am often mistaken for a Malay. Even my friend Jasmine who is Chinese-Malay looks more Chinese than I, who is pure Chinese.
I felt like puking during the frog dissection, but I couldn't escape it. It's part of the school syllabus! Hence, I have crossed out being a doctor as a preferred career choice.
I have a passion for music and art, but I just couldn't be bothered to express myself fully (sometimes).
Sometimes I think I might have schizophrenia. Ohmygoodness!
I think of some of my guy friends as girls. For example, Aaron Andrew. Yes Alan, LOL.
I hate my current short hair. I want my long hair back! D:
My favourite subjects in school are Additional Math, Biology and English for Science & Technology (EST).
Last, but not least... I HATE THE COLOUR PINK! Give me anything that's pink in colour and I'll bite you!

And now, the 10 human beings I wanna tag and why.

Alan Pang
My siao associate. :DD

Alvin Tan
He needs to update his blog more often. :)

Christine Tan
Just because you are my auntie dearest! ♥

Hannah Tan
As my cellgroup member, it's only right that I know a li'l bit more about you.
I wonder why you like pulling pants. O.O

Isabel Lam
How can I not tag her?
Lovable bestie in KL! :D

Kan Pui Ling
I haven't spoken to her in a long time.
Pui, we'll catch up during TEENz, okay?

xx

Sakura
My junior, you cutie! :p

Seow Wei Xun
I've only met him once.
Since I see the uniqueness of a person, I'd like to see how weird he can be. XD

Stella Pang
I wanna see what this youth leader is really like.
Hmm...

Tiffany Jong
She's just stepped into teenhood.
I'd like to see if she's been through any changes.

LOL.

End.

Random thoughts.

2009-02-05T16:56:00.003+08:00

PeOpLe WhO tYpE LiKe ThiS gEt oN mY nErVes.
SeRiOusLy, DoN't YoU FiNd ThiS eFfiNg AnNoYiNg?!
pLuS iT sLoWs DoWn OnE's SpEeD oF tYpiNg BeCaUsE yOu GoTtA pReSs ThE "sHiFt" BuTtOn NeArLy EveRy aLtErNaTe LeTtEr.

So if you ever type like that, I shall bite you and it'll be doubly painful because I've got sharp metal (braces) on my teeth.
And I only stopped the horrendous typing because I was getting extremely disturbed by it.

OUCH!

2009-02-02T19:35:00.002+08:00

My teeth effing hurts.

Again.
I'll be glad to be rid of this effing metal that's glued to my teeth ASAP!
Although Alton says it's supposedly "trendy".
But that's because it's his dad's work.

Tell me, does this look trendy to you??
↓

Writing about yesterday.

2009-02-01T00:02:00.001+08:00

The second last day of the week-long CNY holiday.
Being insomniac, I slept at around 2am and awoke at around 10.30am today.
Washed up, had breakfast, and proceeded to computer to log on to Facebook, Friendster and Blogger (to see if there were any comments that needed to be moderated).

So I logged in to Blogger, and yet again, not a single frickin' comment to be moderated.
Let's face it, people hardly ever read this boring blog.
To anyone who does, I appreciate you visiting my blog.

*smiles sadly*

Heh.
Anyway...

Logging on to the Internet first thing in the morning is one of the worst habits anyone could ever have.
I have to keep in mind that this is a very very bad habit I've gotta break.

So back to what happened today.

I hogged the computer the entire morning.
By noon, Mom rang me via our home intercom.

"Sue-Ann, have you finished your homework?"

Uh-oh.
Busted.

"Uh... Not yet."

"What have you been doing the entire morning??"
"Uh... Computer."
"What? Why did you waste your time again?"

By that very second, I wanted to get off the phone ASAP.
"Okay, okay, I'll do my homework now."

"You better. Later we'll be going to Graeme's house. Auntie Helen invited us over for lunch."

"Oh, what time?"

"One o'clock."

"Okay, I'll do my homework now.

"Alright. Since you've got so much homework left, I don't think you should go for Teenz today."

My heart sank.
I was thinking, "What?" But the words that dropped from my mouth instead, was:

"Oh. Okay lor."

Sigh.
And this explains why I was absent today.

And so one o'clock came.
Mom and Dad and Bro were ready.
So was I, of course.
Graeme's house is just down the road, but Mom and Dad wanted to drive there.

So I told Mom, "Ma, I just walk there, can?"

They said, "Okay, but don't get lost or kidnapped."

...

Okay, I can be blur blur, but I'm not that blur, okay!

So anyway, Bro followed too.
I mean, it really was a very short distance.

So, at Graeme's house.
Auntie Helen (Graeme's mom) greeted us, followed my Graeme's dad, bro and sis.
A while later, another family came.
It was Bro's friend, Wei Xun is one year his senior but have been in the same school since primary school.
The adults chatted for a while before we got to Auntie Helen's home-cooked food.
Auntie Helen cooking is fab, but unfortunately I couldn't eat much as my braces-covered teeth started to ache again. :(

While having lunch, us "kids" sat at one table while the adults sat at another.
The six of us: Audrey, Graeme, Stephen, Wei Xun, Kevin (Bro) and I.
During the entire time we were talking about school, music, TV shows, music, etc.
In general, talking about anything and everything, including a tuition teacher who lives (or lived) in the same neighbourhood, who had a few noisy, annoying pet geese that got loose and nearly attacked me.
All of them have already graduated from secondary school except for me.
Yup, I was the youngest "kid" there.

So after chatting, we went to watch one of the DVDs they had.
The title: Taken.
Really wasn't my kind of movie.
But since there wasn't anything else to do, I watched anyway.

By 2.30pm, we had to go back 'cause Dad had to go to work.
This time, I got into the car. :)

After that, it was kinda sucky 'cause I couldn't go for Teenz, which is from 3-6pm every Saturday.
I stayed home and did my homework.
Sigh...

At about 7pm Mom and I sent Bro to meet up with his friends, while us two headed to eat out.
As usual, Dad would join us before heading back to work 'til 12am.
After dinner, there was nothing interesting already.
LOL.

And that concludes my day.

♥

Womanizer, Lily Allen style.

2009-01-28T11:52:00.000+08:00

Womanizer.
You've probably heard of the original song by Britney Spears.
But in case you've been living in a burrow all this while, go ask someone who might know.

Anyway...
This video, on the other hand, is Lily Allen's cover of the song.

Effing weird.
First I was like, "WTH?!".
That turned to LMAO-ing.
As I'm listening to this, it's starting to, like, sound nice.
It was like, so weird.

And yes, I know I sound blonde in this entry.
But I really don't give a damn!

Freak.

Life in Form 4... So far.

2009-01-23T22:37:00.000+08:00

As of today, Friday, January the 23rd 2009, we have just completed our third week of Form 4 life.

How time flies.

Just last year we were sitting for PMR, and next thing you know...

*POOF*

We're in Form 4, and we'll be O-Level candidates of 2010.
I have 11 significant subjects in total now.

The subjects that are compulsory for all streams:

Malay Language
English Language
Modern Mathematics
History
Islamic Education/Moral Education

Subjects for Science students,

Physics
Chemistry
Biology
Additional Mathematics
English for Science and Technology

Plus an extra optional subject,

Accounts

*

Now, my opinions of my teachers.

Modern Mathematics:
He's not too bad, the only thing about him is that he tends to go off topic.
For instance, just this week during one of our lessons.
He was talking about quadratic equations, and next thing you know he's talking about Albert Einstein's famous formula, E=MC2.

ZOMG!

English for Science and Technology:
I gave her a good impression of myself during my first lesson with her, which was during the second week of school.
She asked why I transferred Science 4 to Science 3, and the reason was to take EST (Science 4 doesn't have EST).
Naturally, she was happy to hear that.
Subsequently, I enjoyed her lessons and looked forward to it.
She's probably one of the best teachers I've had so far. :D

Biology:
Honestly, I get a headache during her lessons.
I just wish she'd speak perfect English (even though English is not her first language).

Physics (tuition):
He's so boring that I actually fell asleep during class.

Zzzz...

Like, seriously.
(BTW, that's not me. This image was taken from Photobucket)

*

And lastly, after the CNY hols, for Biology we're gonna...

DISSECT FROGGIES!

Froggies, beware of me.
Me, Lily Grace.

Mwahahaha.

HELP!

2009-01-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

I think I've lost my (original) voice!
My voice has become sorta gruff, and when I raise my voice it comes out as a squeak (YIKES!).

This happened because I had a severe sore throat previously.
It's been two weeks and I'm still in this horrible condition.

Even honey lemon tea can't help me anymore!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

:S

Here I am.

2009-01-05T16:05:00.000+08:00

Hello there.
It's nice to be blogging again after such a looong time.
I should have been enjoying myself to the max during the two-month school holidays, but instead, I was suffering from depression.
I would bawl my eyes out for several days in a row.
That probably explains why I fell sick several times during the holidays.
But I can't say why, though.
But what I can tell you is that it also concerns the people whom I love most.

Well anyway, my brother Kevin sat for his SPM last year, and now he's beginning his A-Levels in Taylor's College in Kuala Lumpur in two days' time.
The both of us that have been born and raised in Johor Bahru, and Kevin being my only sibling, I am now an "only child" at home.

I on the other hand, had just began my first day in Form 4 today.
Because I didn't do very well for my PMR last year, I got into class Science 4.
My results were 3A 4B.
It's a miracle I even got to go to Science class.

And since it's the new year, I would really want to leave all my depression behind and concentrate on studies, and nothing else at all.

Well, almost.

Airhead.

2008-12-23T15:14:00.000+08:00

I'm talking about Miss Jessica Simpson.
She wants to go back to school to major in THEOLOGY, because she was fascinated by The Da Vinci Code.
See the original post by Galaxie Blog here.
Well, I'm not surprised.
This was a statement coming from someone who can't tell the difference between chicken and tuna.
Or that buffalo wings aren't made from buffalo, either.

Love Story

2008-12-02T17:21:00.003+08:00

Love Story by Taylor Swift

I absolutely love this song.
It's definitely a different take on William Shakespeare's well-known play, Romeo & Juliet.

Lyrics end at the star (*):

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'"

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'"

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me - they're tryin' to tell me how to feel;
This love is difficult, but it's so real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say "Yes.'"

Oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet - you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad - go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you...

*

But yet again,
I have to reside in a corner to nurse the scars on my heart,
for I am but loveless.

Lily Grace

Revealing some of my secrets...

2008-12-02T15:00:00.001+08:00

...through this a random survey.
But it should be interesting...

Do read on, please.

INSTRUCTION :
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you WISH are true.

1) I miss somebody right now.
2) I do not watch tv these days.
3) I wear glasses or contact lens.
4) I love to play video games.
5) I have tried marijuana.
6) I have been in a threesome.
7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
8) I have changed mentally over the last year.
9) I curse.
10) I am totally smart.
11) I’ve broken someone’s bones.
12) I am paranoid sometimes.
13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
14) I need money right now.
15) I love sushi.
16) I talk really, really fast.
17) I have long hair.
18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.
19) I have at least one sibling.
20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
21) I couldnt survive without Caller ID.
22) I like the way I look.
23) I am usually pessimistic.
24) I have a lot of mood swings.
25) I have a hidden talent. i dunno what but im pretty sure i have one.
26) I am always hyper.
27) I have a lot of friends.
28) I have pecked someone of the same sex.
29) I enjoy talking on the phone.
30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
31) I love to shop.
32) Enjoy window shopping.
33) I would rather shop than eat.
34) I dont hate anyone.
35) I am a pretty good dancer.
36) I am completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37) I have a cell phone.
38) I believe in God.
39) I am an adrenaline junkie.
40) I watch MTV on a daily basis.
41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
42) I have rejected someone before.
43) I want to have children in the future.
44) I have changed a diaper before.
45) I have called the cops on a friend before.
46) I am not allergic to anything.
47) I have a lot to learn.
48) I am shy around members of the opposite sex.
49) I have made a move on a friend, significant other or crush in the past.
50) I have tried alcohol before.
51) I own the South Park Movie.
52) I would die for my best friend.
53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
58) I am happy at this moment!
59) I am obsessed with girls/guys.
60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
61) I study for tests most of the time.
62) I am comfortable with who I am right now.
63) I have more than just my ears pierced.
64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65) I have jumped off a bridge.
66) I love sea turtles.
67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
68) Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
69) I am proficient in a musical instrument.
70) I hate office jobs.
71) I love sci-fi movies.
72) I think water rules.
73) I went college out of state.
74) I like sausages.
75) I love kisses.
76) I fall for the worst people.
77) I adore bright colours.
78) I cant live without black eyeliner.
79) I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
80) I usually like covers better than originals.
81) I can pick up things with my toes.
82) I can whistle.
83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
84) I have ridden/owned a horse.
85) I still have every journal I've written in.
86) I can stick to a diet.
87) I talk in my sleep.
88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
89) I have jazz in my blood.
90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
91) I wear a toe ring.
92) I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
93) I am a caffeine junkie.
94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
95) I have been to over 15 conventions.
96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
97) I am an artist.
98) I only clean my room when necessary.
99) I like a person of the same sex.
100) I love being happy.

Losing weight - while on vacation!

2008-11-27T16:04:00.000+08:00

Losing weight while on vacation.
That is rarely achieved by anyone.
But surprisingly, I did just that.
1kg in 1 week!
Okay, so it wasn't the usual R&R kind of vacation.
My older brother Kevin was sitting for his SPM ('O' level examination), so I was sent to stay in KL as not to "disturb" him, like I said I would in one of my previous entries.

[Well, I do annoy him everyday...]

But I did lose weight, and the best thing about it was I did so unconsciously!
How I did it~
One thing's for sure,

my aunt & family's lifestyle: much more active with active li'l kids + no junk food, just fruits!
compared to:
my lifesyle: sitting at home almost always in front of the PC + snacking a lot (this is badbadbad!).

Walking around the mall nearly the whole day for a few days straight while staying over at Isabel's helped too.

andandand...

Cutting down on the amount of food consumed.
(if it were up to me, I'll eat very, very little - and that's what I did for eight days!)

Well, there's a CERTAIN SOMEBODY who's been working on his tummy for 15 years, my entire lifetime so far, and it's still, well... You know.
To that somebody, you know who you are.
I just like rubbing it in! XD
LOLOLOLOL

My babyhood.

2008-11-18T16:56:00.000+08:00

I was looking through the photo albums at home, and I found this photo where Christine and I were still babies. My friend wanted to see the photo, so here it is:

Baby Chrissie & Baby Sue ♥

This photo was taken during Chinese New Year 1995. :)

Post-piano, pre-KL.

2008-11-18T13:58:00.000+08:00

I had just completed my Grade 4 piano practical exam at around 10am today.
I was so effing nervous.
I always am during examinations/performances.
My fingers are always cramped up in the morning, when I have just woken up.
It didn't help that the examination room was freezing!
But by God's grace, I got through the exam okay.
I had better at least pass this time.
Yes, I retook the exam.
I failed it last year.
*sigh*

Well anyway, I'm looking forward to my upcoming 8-day stay in Kuala Lumpur (KL, for those of you who may not know)!
I'll be staying with my aunt & cousins the first four days, then at Isabel's during the other four days.

I absolutely can't wait! :)))

STUPIDFRIENDSTER!!

2008-11-16T17:21:00.000+08:00

If Friendster was human, I would've called it an ASS.

Okay, so it was conducting maintenance.
But for FORTY-EIGHT HOURS??

That's not the end of it.
I can finally log, and what do I find?
I previously had 222 friends,
and now I'm only left with 11 friends!
This is really a HUGE BLOODY BLUNDER!
And so I had to slowly re-add my friends.
Like, hello! 211 PEOPLE??

This really is crap!

I'm really tempted to switch to Facebook now...

Weird nicknames.

2008-11-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

Having almost nothing to do for the first few days of the hols, weird nicknames for my cellgroup mates in church popped into my head.

Here they are in alphabetical order:

Charlene Chan: Charlene Heineken
Debbi Lim: Rub-A-Dub Deb
Denise Ong: Denise the Niece
Emily Tan: Emily Elmo
Hannah Tan: Hannah Montana
Hazel Hah: Hazel Nut
Heather Tay: Heather the Feather
Jasmine Goh: (Jas Goh) Just-Go!
Joyce Sern: Rejoice shampoo
Ker Xing Yin: Ker Singing
Michelle Ong: Michelle Mish-Mash
Nicole Ng: Nicole Knuckle
Tiffany Jong: Ti-funny

*Of course, I couldn't make up one for everyone. I just couldn't think of anything! lol

Goodnight! Zzzz...

2008-11-06T21:08:00.000+08:00

I took the "handwriting personality" quiz on gURL.com
		my handwriting personality is... dreamy doodler A little rebellious and a lot quirky, routines bore you and you're happiest when things aren't operating on a set schedule (kind of makes school and work a drag, right?). Read more... What does your handwriting reveal about you?

That's Just Me.

2008-10-29T13:55:00.001+08:00

Feeling bored. And excited (at the same time!)

2008-10-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

Why?
I'm not very sure.
But what I can tell you is that after coming home, today was just as boring as ever.

Peeps have been texting me nearly the whole day.
I'm just sooo out of it I almost didn't reply any of them.
So sorry, guys! :S

Well, it's probably a good thing that I didn't.
Reply the messages, I mean.
It helps me not to go overboard with my allowance on my celly (aka handphone).
I'm on post-paid, but I still gotta control the amount I use to call/text.

Oh, look.
Another post, just like that.

Well, then...

GOODNIGHT ;)

A is for Annoying.

2008-10-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

Like every other Saturday since PMR was over, I've been attending TEENz, otherwise known as youth fellowship in my church, the Full Gospel Church (FGC).

I was sitting next to Charlene, and during the sermon, *A comes and sit behind me (coincidentally, I assume, as his friend was there), but next thing I know, he starts mengada-ing (annoying) me by calling me ah bang and lao beh.

And all because I can't pronounce certain Chinese terms properly.

Oh, believe me, he definitely doesn't keep it a secret.

Like hello, I'VE NEVER HAD THE CHANCE TO LEARN CHINESE!

Do you really expect me to be able to know how to speak Chinese instantly??

BASKET FELLA.

But thank goodness for S, his big sis.

She passed a note all the way from the row in front of me to him.

And written on it was:

A, stop disturbing girls!

LOL.

Serves you right, A!

*I did not write his name here to protect the poor fella's rep. Xp

PS: The people who have something to with this, you guys probably know what I"m talkin' 'bout. ;)

It's Stuck In My Head!

2008-10-22T18:26:00.000+08:00

♪I can ride my bike with no handlebars,
No handlebars,
No handlebars...♪

Handlebars has been stuck in my head since yesterday.
It annoyed Kev so much that he threatened to skin me alive.
Nah, I'm kidding.
He just asked me to sing a different song.

LOLOLOL.

PS: I'm sorry that it's such a super lame post. I really don't have anything to blog about. *cryz*

Suffering from Severe Boredom.

2008-10-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

I was cracking my head on what to blog about,
and recalled one of Katerina "Kit-Kat"'s past testimonials on Friendster.
She was suggesting the stuff we'll be able to do, post-PMR.

Here's the list she gave me:

1. Go swimming
2. Watch movies n shove pop-corn down our throats
3. Come over to my house n jump on d trampoline
4. Play badminton which btw i do not have one
5. Learn French XP
6. Talk about "stuff"
7. Check out new RM5 CDs
8. Find new story books to read
9. Stay up all night tryin new hairstyles
10. No more booksssss to study!!!!!

And after going through the entire list,
I realized the only one I did was the last one.

So you'll probably be thinking,
"What have you been doing the past four days?"
I wanna ask myself that, too.

What have I been doing for the past four days?

Answer: Practically nothing, except going online for endless hours everyday, which I so enjoy doing, and yet four days have felt like four months. And another reason might be my skipping school two days in a row. If not because my PMR results will be restricted if I were to be absent for more than three days in a row, I would've skipped the entire week!

"GAWD, AM I BORED OR WHAT??"

DARN IT.

The First Post... Post-PMR.

2008-10-20T11:27:00.000+08:00

Darn.
Just a few days after PMR and I'm already feeling the lethargy...
Probably because I'm suffering from boredom now.
Well, life isn't very fair, is it?

And to Alan Pang, I know I always pronounce ah beng as ah bang, but for goodness sake, will you stop making fun of just because I can't pronounce ah beng properly??
You know fully well that I'm a "banana".
I can't speak Chinese properly, just like you can't speak Malay.

JEEZ.

Testing...

2008-09-18T08:44:00.000+08:00

Ahaha... My very first post.
Finally!
But the bad thing is, I really have nothing interesting to blog about for now.
Just that I'm PMR (Lower Secondary Examination) candidate this year.
And because it'll be 13th-17th October...
I really shouldn't be online now.
I should be STUDYING.
But I'm a cyber FREAK!
waHAHAHA.
OK, that's it.
I better stop, because my craziness can make you crazy!

*imaouttahere!*